Nov 01, 2004 16:39
i feel like ed from ed tv.
where he lives his life thinking its normal, then he realizes that everything is a set up. and that everything and everyone around him are just props and actors. and everyone watches to see what he'll do next, because his life is a tv show that he can't get away from.
sometimes i think that everyone is just testing me to see how much i can take before i go insane. it certainly feels that way.
i.can't.believe.this.is.happening.
i'm so sick of your empty promises and apologies.
how do you help someone when they don't want to help themselves?
someone who doesn't want to get better?
when they're hurting themselves and everyone who cares about them?
this sucks. i'll always love you though.