Petite Soeur Rquest
I, ankh_scarab wish to be taken as Petite Soeur by any Bouton or Grande Soeur girl of this community who would like aid me in the Community as my Oneesama. Who'd like to have the patience to teach me, help me, and get to know me as a future friend.
Attitude: I try my best to be honest, but sometimes it doesn't come out quite right. I'm shy and bashful and I turn bright red and mumble when I'm nervous (usually with an all too-loud "I'M FINE!" attached to it). Other times I'm really distant and people wonder if I'm even paying attention. Or if I'm lost somewhere inside my pretty little head.
I'm like that cute little kitten that gets in the way, but means well. I'm everywhere at once, I'm scared of my own shadow, but relentlessly curious. I want nothing more than to be cuddled and coddled and pet, but sometimes I'm happy to just bask in sunlight.
I'm a pretty good listener most of the time. I'm also pretty good at following orders, though sometimes you have to be more indirect with me and other times more direct.
I'm horrid at being close to someone. I disappear from LJ a lot and then come back on a worried rant. I'm the kind of person you have to convince into talking because a lot of the time I'm afraid I'll say the wrong things and hurt someone. I will blame the past for that tendency and it's something I have a very hard time working through.
I'm also a bit of a drama queen when I want to be and a stick in the mud.
I don't really worry about myself as much as I worry about everyone else. But I still sometimes think I'm the center of the universe (and a queen of denial to boot).
Age: well... I'm 22... and I act one hell of a lot younger than my age in spite of enjoying adult stuff, so... err up to future Oneesama, I suppose. (I'm probably one of the older littlies but I kinda think I would prefer it this way...)
Interests: profile. This About Me Post and its links-out and This Booklist might give you a better idea of more of the kind of stuff I like than my profile lets on, though. :D
The right to accept or not my future Oneesama is mine and only mine. I promise to cooperate in any way I can, protect my family and aid the other Roses if the situation is required.
Attitude: I try my best to be honest, but sometimes it doesn't come out quite right. I'm shy and bashful and I turn bright red and mumble when I'm nervous (usually with an all too-loud "I'M FINE!" attached to it). Other times I'm really distant and people wonder if I'm even paying attention. Or if I'm lost somewhere inside my pretty little head.
I'm like that cute little kitten that gets in the way, but means well. I'm everywhere at once, I'm scared of my own shadow, but relentlessly curious. I want nothing more than to be cuddled and coddled and pet, but sometimes I'm happy to just bask in sunlight.
I'm a pretty good listener most of the time. I'm also pretty good at following orders, though sometimes you have to be more indirect with me and other times more direct.
I'm horrid at being close to someone. I disappear from LJ a lot and then come back on a worried rant. I'm the kind of person you have to convince into talking because a lot of the time I'm afraid I'll say the wrong things and hurt someone. I will blame the past for that tendency and it's something I have a very hard time working through.
I'm also a bit of a drama queen when I want to be and a stick in the mud.
I don't really worry about myself as much as I worry about everyone else. But I still sometimes think I'm the center of the universe (and a queen of denial to boot).
Age: well... I'm 22... and I act one hell of a lot younger than my age in spite of enjoying adult stuff, so... err up to future Oneesama, I suppose. (I'm probably one of the older littlies but I kinda think I would prefer it this way...)
Interests: profile. This About Me Post and its links-out and This Booklist might give you a better idea of more of the kind of stuff I like than my profile lets on, though. :D
The right to accept or not my future Oneesama is mine and only mine. I promise to cooperate in any way I can, protect my family and aid the other Roses if the situation is required.