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i have this thing where like if i'm not the best or really good at something i just wont like it and feel like shit.
i'm not feeling like i'm doing well in school.
i feel like there are so many other girls so much better than me when it comes to everything.
all south
the musical
even jim.
i know i love him and he loves me but there's always that feeling in the back of my mind that either a) sam was/is better, especially because he still talks to her or b) i'm just not good enough.
and thinking that sucks and really makes me want to cry and i'm crying and i'm sad and i dont know how to get myself out of this.
i'm not feeling like i'm doing well in school.
i feel like there are so many other girls so much better than me when it comes to everything.
all south
the musical
even jim.
i know i love him and he loves me but there's always that feeling in the back of my mind that either a) sam was/is better, especially because he still talks to her or b) i'm just not good enough.
and thinking that sucks and really makes me want to cry and i'm crying and i'm sad and i dont know how to get myself out of this.