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[soemo_it__hurts]

fiona.
stop.
stop thinking bad thoughts!
stop it!
>_<
sometimes i can't help but wonder
if i over do trying to be correct all the time
and end up always shooting myself in the foot
and whether if i had trusted a little more and
let my guard down a little bit whether i'd be in a better situation right now.

and somehow i always make myself believe that
what i do is leading my life on a path that is right
and everything will work out in the end because
if i dont believe in that
i won't believe in much of anything.