Nobody knows you, nobody shows you the way
I'm aiming to be more of a risk-taker. I'd like to think of myself as a girl who follows her heart, but that simply isn't true. I'm someone who thinks too much. And while thinking can be a good thing, when it comes to making simple decisions, it takes up too much of my time and energy. Should I walk past those people? Should I speak to that boy? Should I even try to do anything anymore? Why do I constantly sit around and weigh out the good and bad? I don't know.
I've only started to look people in the eyes again. What I've been so afraid of all this time, is finally beginning to dissolve. I'm eternally grateful for that. I've somehow misplaced my social skills. I'm locked in this house almost every single day. People don't call, people don't write, people don't stop by to say a quick "Hey, how are you?". However, I can't place the blame on anyone but myself. I've felt disconnected from the world for far too long. I'm taking my life back.