Jul 13, 2010 11:48
OMG RAGEY PMS AT WORK. my last three weeks at this company, and my boss, while fun and cool, is still just as terrible at giving me directions as ever, and in my current hormone-flooded testy state it is DRIVING ME CRAZY. i just wanna be at home, relaxing barefoot in my lovely house, cleaning off my desk, cuddling the magician, cooking, reading, listening to tunes, laying on my comfy bed in the dozy sunlight and listening to crickets, or cicadas, or whatever the hell makes that hypnotic summer afternoon sound. AHHHH CUBICLE FLORESCENT LIGHTING this is like joe vs the volcano to the max.
i want to be reeeading. currently alternating between gone with the wind (i'm in the 400s pages! how exciting! and since my niece, who is currently baking inside of my sister, is confirmed to be named scarlett the book is even MORE fun to read) and the screwtape letters, which my brother sent to me (i guess) in a hip, cool attempt to make me, like, totally christian, man? hee hee. it is a good read, though. cs lewis's attempt to cleverly reverse-psychology everyone. you think you're so smart, with your humanism and your decadence? GUESS WHAT, a grunt-level devil is tricking you into feeling this way, and you are falling for it, you rube.
i am so damned.
linda made me fried chicken last night. linda is amaaaazing. everything she touches turns into delicious food.
ughhhh the time, it drags. things to look forward to: LADY GAGA show in one week and two days!! WHAT DO I WEAR??? NEW ORLEANS trip in ONE MONTH! i already have my dress for the wedding and my dress for the red dress run, but jon still needs HIS dress for the red dress run. texas thrift trip coming up!
if i don't do something creative SOON i will die out of disgust for myself. how's THAT for an overstatement? i'm in such an adolescent mood, i just want to stomp around and slam doors and say things like I WILL DIE IF X DOESN'T HAPPEN. UGH UGH UGH! but, you know?