May 05, 2005 04:14
I was damn close the other day to buying oscillons from the anti-sun, it was in my hand and I thought about it entirely too long.Damn, the chick from stereolab is sexy. Depression took hold of me as I pondered once again how much of an idiot I can be, since I forgot my fantomas ticket. I wanted to see them so bad I even considered buying another one but alas they were sold out so it was not an option.There was also a Fiery Furnaces show down the street but I wouldn't have even enjoyed them because of the mood I was in. So what if it was another pointless trip to the bay. So what if I'm a god-damned moron. Fuck it.
Heh, well Sara's Ferret is sniffing my shoe so that kind of makes me forget how much I suck, ferrets tickle.
Unexpectedly the other day I found out I get paid weekly when a check arrived in the mail. I didn't want to ask anyone at work about it as I had supposed they had made a mistake and sent me free money, but I finally worked up the nerve to ask one of the cooler groomers.
Last night Jed and I discussed the future of our band, or lack there of, and somehow it ended up with me out of that picture completely and drawn into another one instead. Oh lord Satan grant me some discipline for a solo-project please...god fuckin' dammit.
What in tarnation am I doing awake at four thirty am? after I had already fallen asleep earlier this morning...its not right.