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"I am a victim of my times, a product of my age." - Santana
Aren't we all though. I remember a while ago I promised not to block any entries you know, and to say what I'm feeling. Well, that sort of worked, I don't block what I say anymore, instead I just seem to say less and less. Whenever I do express myself I feel better about it, until I begin to think about people. Especially now that people at school read this. I think that at times it might be to my benefit to sensor myself. From a social standpoint. Because I mean if people knew what I really think about them sometimes.... buh bye friends, hello social outcast.
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.. and I really don't want that. Unless of course people wouldn't mind. But then I know it effects people, because it'd effect me. I wouldn't show it, but it would, and I'd harbor some resentment. I don't want people to resent me more than they already do. So i do try and censor myself.
for my own good.
Aren't we all though. I remember a while ago I promised not to block any entries you know, and to say what I'm feeling. Well, that sort of worked, I don't block what I say anymore, instead I just seem to say less and less. Whenever I do express myself I feel better about it, until I begin to think about people. Especially now that people at school read this. I think that at times it might be to my benefit to sensor myself. From a social standpoint. Because I mean if people knew what I really think about them sometimes.... buh bye friends, hello social outcast.
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.. and I really don't want that. Unless of course people wouldn't mind. But then I know it effects people, because it'd effect me. I wouldn't show it, but it would, and I'd harbor some resentment. I don't want people to resent me more than they already do. So i do try and censor myself.
for my own good.