Lost. And in over my head.
I'm kind of lost.
In a few days' time, I'll be celebrating my first year anniversary at my place of work. That's good, in a way, since this means I haven't made any grave mistakes enough for me to be asked to leave. :p But this also means that I also need o start considering my options.
I'm on a two-year contract, and celebrating my first year anniversary also means that I'm halfway through the contract. A year passes by really quickly, and before I'm really worried that before I even know it, the year will be out, and I'm out of a job. And honestly speaking? I don't think i'm able to see myself still working in this same job 5, 7 years later.
And then, there's also what I want to do with my life that I really ought to consider. Do I want to take over the company, or do I want to work for someone else? I know that or now, I'd like to try to expand my limits, and work in Japan. For some strange reason, I just want to work there, even though everyone tells me that it's not what I imagined it to be. :(
And. I guess what's really making me lost is how I don't really know what I want in life, and that's the major stumbling block. I guess I really need to sit down and take stock of my life, and get it all together.
On to lighter notes, I think I might have seriously erred in signing up for JLPT2 this year. Shit. D: So there goes my $55 down the drain~ Ahaha. =_=