i just dont get it
i dont understand how people can be so into you and then in a few minutes change. maybe because i cant change my feelings that quickly. i get attached easily, im aware of that but now im a wreck and i wish i could just not give a fuck the way others do. but im not like that and i dont know what to do from here on out. i hate sitting here waiting for the phone to ring, even though i know it will everyday its like playing the waiting game and its killing me. i hate when people tell you they want to see you, yet they arent willing to go out of their way to make it happen. and the best thing for me to do is just walk away but i cant. i might say, yea i agree lets talk, take things slow and get to know one another but i say that cuz i know its what they want to hear.