dont deconstruct
so most of the time i dont know what to say. this is one of those times.
im scared of whats going to happen if everyone leaves me.
some of them have already been gone for a little while, some are due to leave all too soon.
and then, there are those that are coming back, but for how long?
maybe i should leave too. but where have i to go?
well at least im looking forward to wednesday.
20 years and what do i have to show for it.
a bunch of fuck ups,thats what
a big nothing.
i want to be blatantly honest.
but i cant do that either.
it might frighten you.
and i dont want to do that.
im scared of whats going to happen if everyone leaves me.
some of them have already been gone for a little while, some are due to leave all too soon.
and then, there are those that are coming back, but for how long?
maybe i should leave too. but where have i to go?
well at least im looking forward to wednesday.
20 years and what do i have to show for it.
a bunch of fuck ups,thats what
a big nothing.
i want to be blatantly honest.
but i cant do that either.
it might frighten you.
and i dont want to do that.