to love ya gotta let go.
i haven't updated this in awhile but i'm feeling mildly inspired this afternoon to do so.
i've been at apple for about two months now. it's going well. i'm still working one day a week at urban but with each passing shift i'm finding i know less and less about the store and its employees. i suppose it was bound to happen.
new year's is in a few days and my plans still stand in limbo since toronto was pushed to mlk day.
i'm watching so many people i know become shells of their former selves. it's sad to me because they used to be such important pieces of my life. i'll always love them for who they were and who they could be now. but i've been let down too many times to know that i shouldn't expect anything less than their most selfish actions. but maybe this is who they want to be and if so i don't want them in my life at all. at all.
all these years we've been hurting we have to look inside and try to let go.
i love my new computer, my family and some of my friends and those waiting for me in new york.
one more semester.
i've been at apple for about two months now. it's going well. i'm still working one day a week at urban but with each passing shift i'm finding i know less and less about the store and its employees. i suppose it was bound to happen.
new year's is in a few days and my plans still stand in limbo since toronto was pushed to mlk day.
i'm watching so many people i know become shells of their former selves. it's sad to me because they used to be such important pieces of my life. i'll always love them for who they were and who they could be now. but i've been let down too many times to know that i shouldn't expect anything less than their most selfish actions. but maybe this is who they want to be and if so i don't want them in my life at all. at all.
all these years we've been hurting we have to look inside and try to let go.
i love my new computer, my family and some of my friends and those waiting for me in new york.
one more semester.