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So our PM just put in her resignation. She's one of the 2 people here I consider more than just a co-worker. I'm sad to see her go, but I'm glad she's finally getting away from here. Now I have more motivation than ever to get my shit in order and find a real job. I'm tired of people telling me to "put up with it" and "be glad you have a job." My mom is especially guilty of this. I look to her for support and all I get back is to just deal with it. Sorry mom, I love you, but I can't be a doormat. I can't live with letting people walk over me like you do (as much as I wish she wouldn't. She's just too nice and timid).
Yes I am grateful I have a paycheck, but when is enough enough? I'm not happy, in fact I am absolutely miserable. I'm going nowhere in my career, my art has reached a plateau I can't seem to cross, and my social life is non-existent. If I can just change one thing, I feel that everything will start to come together. I'm not looking for sympathy and I know I bitch about my job way too often, but I sometimes need to remind myself why I'm doing this; That it's not always going to be like this.
I've been here for almost 2 years. I think it's time for me to move on to bigger and better things :)
I really need to start posting here more. I've been bitching at DA too much lately XD
Yes I am grateful I have a paycheck, but when is enough enough? I'm not happy, in fact I am absolutely miserable. I'm going nowhere in my career, my art has reached a plateau I can't seem to cross, and my social life is non-existent. If I can just change one thing, I feel that everything will start to come together. I'm not looking for sympathy and I know I bitch about my job way too often, but I sometimes need to remind myself why I'm doing this; That it's not always going to be like this.
I've been here for almost 2 years. I think it's time for me to move on to bigger and better things :)
I really need to start posting here more. I've been bitching at DA too much lately XD