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so last night i had the most awful night.i watched degassi and it was reruns cuz i havent watched it i na while cuz i havent been home and so i watched it aanddd like friggin j.t got shanked and i was like omg omg omg and i thouht of sammy cuz of liberty and them and how close they were and they still lovd eachthother and i thought of sammy and i cryed..we got into a fight yeserday and i was crying downtown so me and bec went to seans and i was crying there so i jsut smoked up and yeah.so anywasy.... i have mad cavitys and my tooth like broke and was killing me . i slept horribley.i took 17 asperin thoughout the night it was bad then my dreams of sammy dying and being dead omg . i slept maybe for like 4 hours the most.then sammy woke me up and then becky and now sammy jsut called me and im talking to him and im bored and hes disturbing me from writing this.well anyways.Like i called becca nd noone picked up as usual.w.e. eww i jsut told sammy that i had a dream that he was dead and he ewwd me and told me that im ganna end up killing him.ok i g2gthis is not workiing out hes being err.