Dec 12, 2006 21:38
today was to be perfect. we planned everything last night.that kiss.those lips.it gave me such a powerful feeling.UNFORBIDDEN.
he didnt care.he told me. i cared.i told him.i swear i dont kno went wrong.i was so close.so sure of myself.so was he.The pure lust was so overwhelming.nobody could resist.but why?
why that night.why him.why anything.im never greatful with anything. im suffocating from all the pressure.But him,,,he saved me.filled my lungs full and hauled me away,to that great place.soft warm pillows that radiated the scent of home.made you cherish every moment that u felt.It wasnt just lust i swear. it was love.love like nothing before.
then today happened.
Then