No matter how much life sux in the end you have to love it!

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hey guys wuts up.This week has been really really fucking weird.On Wed. night Sophia called me and was like omg blaire you will never fucking guess who just called me....and I was like who and she goes Ben. But I'm not going to go into detail's about Ben becuz its along story.Well anyways she was like he was to chill or whatever and I was like I cant so she told him that we couldnt.So me and sophia stayed on da phone until like 4 in the morning talking bout a whole bunch of diffrent shit and all that crap.....and then i went to bed at like 5 in the morning cuz I just couldnt fall asleep.And then all that I remember is is that my cell phone rang at like 5:10 or something and my mom answered the phone and it was sophia saying that she needed to talk to me.....but I stayed asleep...so then my mom left the house at 5:30 to go to work and when she left I called sophia and was like whats going on? And she was like Ben and his homeboy wanna chill or whatever and here it is 5:30 in the morning and I was like I dunno sophia and she was like pllleeeeaaase so finally I gave in and they came and picked me up at 5:45 in the fucking morning it was CRAZY!!!So we went to this ghetto ass fucking hotel and just chilled and shit...they all smoked but I didnt...and then I tried skinny....with Bens homeboy Martin.It was ok I dont think that I would do it again though...and if you dont know what skinny is then oh well!!!Well anyways then we came home at like 11:30 in the morning and demetris was already outside waiting for me so he came up and we just chilled and marco came and picked him up and I didnt sleep the whole fucking day becuz I couldnt I was sooo like awake...So anyways I stayed up the whole night and talked on the phone and then Jhonny called me and was like what are you doing and shit and he wanted to chill but I didnt want to becuz I dont want anything to do with him anymore....I have a boyfriend that I like a lot so I dont need Jhonny's bullshit anymore.Like when he called me a couple of weeks ago I told him that we could be friends and shit but its just not working out cuz he is just gay lol!!!Not really but ya you know what I mean.....So ne ways I didnt go to sleep all of thursday night either and then on friday I watched tv and nat came over and we went over to josh's house and chilled....and then me and nat went to her moms house and erika came over and we all umm chilled with our lil friend buzz hahah!Some of you know him well most of you....So ya i dunno then Erika's mom came and picked us all up and we all went for a drive it was fun then I came home and I still couldnt sleep but i finally feel asleep at like 5 or something.....and I sleeped till 2 on saturday morning.
Well I guess thats all that was a lot to write cuz i have wrote in here for a couple of days...but lifes getting back to normal i guess you could say!