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well well well...
where do i start.
one more week of classes...and then finals. I cant believe the quarter has went so fast. ugh. i have so much work to do between now and finals week. im sorta overloading. i havent been to an art history class in weeks besides maybe one or two. so now i have to go to all the review sessions and study my ass off for that. its never too hard though. i have a B+ in the class and i rarely go so thats good. Drawing i have to do 3 - 10x12 self portraits in set lighting...so maybe ill try and do some of those at home this weekend. otherwise ill be doing them all on tuesday night and most likely they'll look like shit because ill be rushed. anyways...my thesis project in methods changed immensely. Everyones doing these outrageous monumental paintings...so i feel like im behind competition doing what i am. therefore im doing a transfer technique and im also using a big canvas. im so scared its unreal. i mean ive never done it before...theres a good chance im gonna mess up bad... agh. :-( whatever. ill practice this weekend. and i have till the 16th to have it done. that should be fine. Digital is taken care of...as well as current arts forum.
This week has been interesting. monday was long...and really boring. stupid english. i never know what the hell is going on in there. tuesday was just as long. i went back to the room to take a nap and mark woke me up made me go to meijer with him. so no sleep. then i went to the gym... then i had to do 4 drawings that took me forever. blahhh fun fun. wednesday...... well.....that was just about the most depressing day of my life. itis so hard to lose someone close to you. i lost someone I loved but never knew...and i just had so much sadness for michelle. i cant stand to see one of my best friends so upset. it kills me. i was crying more for her i think than the baby....because i just felt so horrible. She was such a beautiful little girl though. Mackenzie Jade Hesson was the most gorgeous little thing ever made. But like the pastor said, she was welcomed into the most beautiful place ever. Heaven. so as much as we all may grieve, she's not lost. we'll see her again.
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i just really dont feel like i want to say anything now. nothing is important enough to follow that up.
where do i start.
one more week of classes...and then finals. I cant believe the quarter has went so fast. ugh. i have so much work to do between now and finals week. im sorta overloading. i havent been to an art history class in weeks besides maybe one or two. so now i have to go to all the review sessions and study my ass off for that. its never too hard though. i have a B+ in the class and i rarely go so thats good. Drawing i have to do 3 - 10x12 self portraits in set lighting...so maybe ill try and do some of those at home this weekend. otherwise ill be doing them all on tuesday night and most likely they'll look like shit because ill be rushed. anyways...my thesis project in methods changed immensely. Everyones doing these outrageous monumental paintings...so i feel like im behind competition doing what i am. therefore im doing a transfer technique and im also using a big canvas. im so scared its unreal. i mean ive never done it before...theres a good chance im gonna mess up bad... agh. :-( whatever. ill practice this weekend. and i have till the 16th to have it done. that should be fine. Digital is taken care of...as well as current arts forum.
This week has been interesting. monday was long...and really boring. stupid english. i never know what the hell is going on in there. tuesday was just as long. i went back to the room to take a nap and mark woke me up made me go to meijer with him. so no sleep. then i went to the gym... then i had to do 4 drawings that took me forever. blahhh fun fun. wednesday...... well.....that was just about the most depressing day of my life. itis so hard to lose someone close to you. i lost someone I loved but never knew...and i just had so much sadness for michelle. i cant stand to see one of my best friends so upset. it kills me. i was crying more for her i think than the baby....because i just felt so horrible. She was such a beautiful little girl though. Mackenzie Jade Hesson was the most gorgeous little thing ever made. But like the pastor said, she was welcomed into the most beautiful place ever. Heaven. so as much as we all may grieve, she's not lost. we'll see her again.
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i just really dont feel like i want to say anything now. nothing is important enough to follow that up.