clean
so pretty much i have become obsessive compulsive about cleaning EVERYTHING! yesterday I cleaned out my whole room and threw away anything that i didn't want, need, or use in the past month or whatever. then today i cleaned some more and i cleaned out my binder, or actually just got a new one and got organized. plus i cleaned my computer, which sounds weird but it is always nice to have your comp go faster and what not. now all i have left is my car.
I think that I am really just trying to clean up my life right now. No matter what I do I am never really happy and I am always disappointed in myself. I figure I have less than 7 months left with all of my friends who mean the most to me.. and i am trying to enjoy it. but i just get weighed down with all the thoughts and emotions. sometimes i wish i could just stop all of the feeling.
.. and then there was nothing.
I think that I am really just trying to clean up my life right now. No matter what I do I am never really happy and I am always disappointed in myself. I figure I have less than 7 months left with all of my friends who mean the most to me.. and i am trying to enjoy it. but i just get weighed down with all the thoughts and emotions. sometimes i wish i could just stop all of the feeling.
.. and then there was nothing.