Looong Time....
Its been a long time since I wrote in this stupid thing... I totally forgot about it I dont even know what made me come here. But I figured what the fuck...nothin else to do. I've had a shitty last couple days. My job is stressing me out, I told my supervisor that I hate my job and dont want to talk to people on the phone. Too bad thats what my job is... I've been so depressed. I slept until 1 today and then I slept for like another 4 hours during the day. I havent felt like this since before I started meds and I'm freaking out cuz I dont want to feel like this again. It was a beautiful fucking weekend and I had nothing to do. Sucks. I'm glad its not raining anymore though. But its too humid!! I rented Grandma's Boy tonight...hahaha laughed my fucking ass off! Watch it. You'll laugh too. Smoke first. You'll enjoy it even more. I dont want to go to work tomorrow! Double time and a half pay sounds good though. I feel so weird at where I am right now. Akward. Different. Lost. And a little scared. Ack. I just wanna take sleeping pills when I wake up so I dont have to face the day. I love waking up every day with a headache too. Thats the best. Specially cuz most of the time they're migraines. I should go to bed. I hate this town.