Mar 19, 2005 13:44
Hi. I hate that I cant use my own computer. Sucks. I need a job. Life sucks right now. Everything is going wrong, just about. I applied at mad places in Boston, hopefully someone will call me. I dunno what theyre waiting for, those mothafuckahs would be lucky to have me work for them! I went to a party in Marina Bay last night with Webber. Its like, fake there. It looks like a resort with all hotels, but its apartments or condos or whatever. I want my own apartment!! Grr!! We need to get some friggin money man. Jobs would help. I feel like such a loser. I hate it. People are so fucked up. This world is so fucked up, man. I miss my boyfriend. He's the only thing keepin me sane these days. Im mad, I left my full bottle of rum in Webbers car. Gotta go get it and get my drink on later perhaps...I dunno. I wanna go shopping but I have no damn money. Gadzooks is closing and everything is on sale apparently. You know that Im gonna have to go regardless of the amount of money that I have because I have a shopping problem. Im gonna go look at some stuff on the internet, be productive n shit.