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So I lost the job today.
I don't listen enough, I don't hustle enough, my attitude sucks.
It's really hard to have a Good/ positive attitude when people are insulting you, when you are getting No breaks, when your foreseeable financial future is being sucked away by a student loan.
I have no way to get away are reboot, decompress or let off steam.
So I'm sitting here at the coffee shop going online applying for jobs when I get a phone call.
The woman is very quiet so I tell her that it is hard for me to hear.
Of course, the coffee shop gets 10 times loader as a business meeting three tables away picks up. The main speaker is facing me as he talks to his two people that are not facing me.
Your voice carries sir.
I tell the woman that I'm in a coffee shop and try to go out side to hear her better.
Most cars are not overly load, but every car that has a loud engine or muffler has to start when the light turns green, Right Fucking Now.
I try and ask the woman if I can call her back when I can get to a better phone.
She then says, "Thank you, good bye".
And right NOW the gad damned fucking coffee shop is virtually dead quiet.
THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH FOR 8 YEARS STRAIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!
If God came up to me right now and asked if I want to continue I would say No.
I don't listen enough, I don't hustle enough, my attitude sucks.
It's really hard to have a Good/ positive attitude when people are insulting you, when you are getting No breaks, when your foreseeable financial future is being sucked away by a student loan.
I have no way to get away are reboot, decompress or let off steam.
So I'm sitting here at the coffee shop going online applying for jobs when I get a phone call.
The woman is very quiet so I tell her that it is hard for me to hear.
Of course, the coffee shop gets 10 times loader as a business meeting three tables away picks up. The main speaker is facing me as he talks to his two people that are not facing me.
Your voice carries sir.
I tell the woman that I'm in a coffee shop and try to go out side to hear her better.
Most cars are not overly load, but every car that has a loud engine or muffler has to start when the light turns green, Right Fucking Now.
I try and ask the woman if I can call her back when I can get to a better phone.
She then says, "Thank you, good bye".
And right NOW the gad damned fucking coffee shop is virtually dead quiet.
THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH FOR 8 YEARS STRAIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!
If God came up to me right now and asked if I want to continue I would say No.