I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out
I did want to update this for awhile although a month has passed and I can't think of anything to say. I'm tired, I got home from going out with Terry; his girlfriend Juliet, and Dave. It was a decent night. It's a bit more complicated than the usual as Tez and Jules were together like they should and Dave was just walking around wrecked. Madness but it was a good time and then I drove home with the music blasting. Lately work has been alright, I'm still looking for other jobs but if they pay for my study it might be worth hanging on. They're not paying for uniforms so I'm just starting to wear my normal gear now, I'm a bit of a hobo but it's work and I'm not on enough to try and impress anyone with expensive suits. We did have the footy tournament and the nationals is Friday, our manager left due to not getting a pay rise so I was voted as the person to ask whether we could have a coach and the day off. To my surprise they paid for the £300 coach to Birmingham and gave us all special leave, score. So that's Friday off, I don't think I've worked a Friday in a few months. It's classy, I still have about 12 holidays and flexi days as well. So it's a week for summer and then the odd days off. Should be a party. I had last Friday off and all I did was sleep off a hangover, there's nothing much else to do. I left jitsu after the accident but I might rejoin in summer, then again I do have a lot of work to do. It could be a case of life getting in the way of sports.
England got kicked out the cup. I wasn't expecting to get so caught up, although I did say when I was club over country that I would start heavily supporting them when they began playing, still a bad manager and injuries. Even the red card went against us and penalties that wouldn't go in the net. It was quite sad, although not the end of the world, within an hour I was pretty much not bothered again. Bring back the premiership season already. Becky has gone to Tenerife for the week, I think that's another reason for my boredom. Having someone around for the weekend makes it go quicker, with a mixture of friends working, having no money, losing touch, interest, without that it's at home watching movies. Still I hope she's having a good time, I think we're really getting on well although her friends don't like me, I should have never tried to make them like me because I should have known that when I took her time away they'd get jealous and begin to resent me. I don't really like them back now and I'm just happy to share my time, I hope it's not something that I'll look back and see that as the reason why we split up. I'd never stop her being with her friends but I have a feeling they'd be happy she was single again. I think I am pretty defensive, I get caught up but what happen will and it was up to me I'd be happy in this relationship for a long time and I won't be thinking of anything else. I have in the past made a big deal but time is too short already.
I'm getting back into music again, going to see the Lost Prophets next Sunday and I need to start listening to their new album. I got caught up in the Dashboard phenomenon again with being a moderator to the official board and the new album being released. It's nice having a bit of power to a band that I really like and it keeps me close to the community. Last year I was getting comp tickets but they didn't turn up, yet when they tour again I'll be hoping they'll be round here. I also bought a t-shirt and I'll be rocking to that shortly. Mostly songs are depressing when I listened to it being single but now the newer songs are a bit more positive. They're still around if I need them anyway, it's just a really nice comfort zone. It feels like old times which I don't know which is a good or bad thing. I'm mostly more happier now though and I don't know whether it's because I just changed or it's the feeling that I will change and what's to come. I know my wisdom teeth are coming through and that's a painful thought. I have more dentist woes coming to the future. I guess I should enjoy things now because no doubt things will get more complicated if I get braces and I probably will sooner than later. Lets hope I get support because I'll need it. Anyway I'll try and keep this updated with the national results, hopefully I'll be fitter and get a few more games. I always manage to injure myself on Thursday before. Wishing this week goes fast.
England got kicked out the cup. I wasn't expecting to get so caught up, although I did say when I was club over country that I would start heavily supporting them when they began playing, still a bad manager and injuries. Even the red card went against us and penalties that wouldn't go in the net. It was quite sad, although not the end of the world, within an hour I was pretty much not bothered again. Bring back the premiership season already. Becky has gone to Tenerife for the week, I think that's another reason for my boredom. Having someone around for the weekend makes it go quicker, with a mixture of friends working, having no money, losing touch, interest, without that it's at home watching movies. Still I hope she's having a good time, I think we're really getting on well although her friends don't like me, I should have never tried to make them like me because I should have known that when I took her time away they'd get jealous and begin to resent me. I don't really like them back now and I'm just happy to share my time, I hope it's not something that I'll look back and see that as the reason why we split up. I'd never stop her being with her friends but I have a feeling they'd be happy she was single again. I think I am pretty defensive, I get caught up but what happen will and it was up to me I'd be happy in this relationship for a long time and I won't be thinking of anything else. I have in the past made a big deal but time is too short already.
I'm getting back into music again, going to see the Lost Prophets next Sunday and I need to start listening to their new album. I got caught up in the Dashboard phenomenon again with being a moderator to the official board and the new album being released. It's nice having a bit of power to a band that I really like and it keeps me close to the community. Last year I was getting comp tickets but they didn't turn up, yet when they tour again I'll be hoping they'll be round here. I also bought a t-shirt and I'll be rocking to that shortly. Mostly songs are depressing when I listened to it being single but now the newer songs are a bit more positive. They're still around if I need them anyway, it's just a really nice comfort zone. It feels like old times which I don't know which is a good or bad thing. I'm mostly more happier now though and I don't know whether it's because I just changed or it's the feeling that I will change and what's to come. I know my wisdom teeth are coming through and that's a painful thought. I have more dentist woes coming to the future. I guess I should enjoy things now because no doubt things will get more complicated if I get braces and I probably will sooner than later. Lets hope I get support because I'll need it. Anyway I'll try and keep this updated with the national results, hopefully I'll be fitter and get a few more games. I always manage to injure myself on Thursday before. Wishing this week goes fast.