yuck. and yay.
hmm so today i went to registration. and the only day of the summer that its hot. is today. sweet. so i was really hot. and felt gross.
i have a feeling this post will not be interesting. but ill try my best to entertainyou with my thoughts.
this is something i have thought up and think is a cool idea.
make a list. for this year. or however long you feel like it.
one list is all the things you like.
and another of things you dont like.
i am inspired by AMELIE to do this.
but its not typical. these are abstract likes that are not noticed by everyday people.
like for me...
i like to wear fake pearls. wrapped around my neck three times if its a long necklace. and make it look like three.
dislike...
vacuming the pool at night. i cant see anything.
see?! this is fun. haha at least i think it is.
wow i love piano music. especially from amelie. its just so enjoyable.
im starting to just force myself to enjoy what i have. enjoy life. and all that. cause i might as well.
its wierd. its like my teenage years feel like they are slipping very fast right in front of my eyes.
before i know it ill be old. well not old. but in my twenties. which is not even that far away. its wierd.
the past two years.. its liek WHAT HAS EVEN HAPPENED?! i dont even know.
and now just two more and then im gone?? yes. gone from grosse pointe. something ive always dreamed of. and its not even far away anymore.
ok enough of that talk.
i like boys. and i want to meet new ones.
and i hope that happens soon.
i need to organize my life. or something. cause thats what i do to make me feel centered. like writing out lists and stuff. of how my day will go. hour by hour. its really strange. i cant function during school if i dont do that.
going in school today make me sick. yuck.
i talked to chris today. and he is busy. and i am busy. and our lives are incredibly busy. and that is what in front of so many of my friendships with people.
its really sad. the fact that im loosing touch with people. is because of my life??? yahh. its sad. i dont even know what to do. and the fact that i dont have a phone does not help. its wierd how dependent we become on technology.
just think about that.
i read your journals. i just cant bring myself to comment tonight. hmm.
i hate this post. but maybe you wont.
love.jennifer.
i have a feeling this post will not be interesting. but ill try my best to entertainyou with my thoughts.
this is something i have thought up and think is a cool idea.
make a list. for this year. or however long you feel like it.
one list is all the things you like.
and another of things you dont like.
i am inspired by AMELIE to do this.
but its not typical. these are abstract likes that are not noticed by everyday people.
like for me...
i like to wear fake pearls. wrapped around my neck three times if its a long necklace. and make it look like three.
dislike...
vacuming the pool at night. i cant see anything.
see?! this is fun. haha at least i think it is.
wow i love piano music. especially from amelie. its just so enjoyable.
im starting to just force myself to enjoy what i have. enjoy life. and all that. cause i might as well.
its wierd. its like my teenage years feel like they are slipping very fast right in front of my eyes.
before i know it ill be old. well not old. but in my twenties. which is not even that far away. its wierd.
the past two years.. its liek WHAT HAS EVEN HAPPENED?! i dont even know.
and now just two more and then im gone?? yes. gone from grosse pointe. something ive always dreamed of. and its not even far away anymore.
ok enough of that talk.
i like boys. and i want to meet new ones.
and i hope that happens soon.
i need to organize my life. or something. cause thats what i do to make me feel centered. like writing out lists and stuff. of how my day will go. hour by hour. its really strange. i cant function during school if i dont do that.
going in school today make me sick. yuck.
i talked to chris today. and he is busy. and i am busy. and our lives are incredibly busy. and that is what in front of so many of my friendships with people.
its really sad. the fact that im loosing touch with people. is because of my life??? yahh. its sad. i dont even know what to do. and the fact that i dont have a phone does not help. its wierd how dependent we become on technology.
just think about that.
i read your journals. i just cant bring myself to comment tonight. hmm.
i hate this post. but maybe you wont.
love.jennifer.