Aug 23, 2004 01:27
my cousins came and then left. thats always how it is. it was fun. but now they are gone again. kind of happens a lot in life. but it was nice while it lasted. i miss up north. so much. its very hard to explain. so im not going to even try.
today was actually quite wonderful. im surprised. i went out with friends. to the little club. oooh. that was very grosse pointe and unlike us. but HEY were fuckin bored. and then wynnineth came over and we listened to some bright eyes and dashboard and talked for a few hours. i feel accomplished.
except it would be fun to go in my pool right about now. too bad i have no one to go in with. mehh. fuckerrrss.
theres like 3743294823098 shows coming up. and i most likely will go to none because of the way life works and my busy schedule that hasnt even started yet. but its ok. i need to get over it.
my cell phone has officially been taken away. that is not sweet. and i dont even know why. all of a sudden cut off one day. it makes no sense. my dad can be such a little bitch. strange.
ive made something amazing. but shhhh. you cant know. dont say.
fanny and her love with someone is also amazing.
i think love is amazing.
absolutely.
im dreading school. ok not DREADING. but im not to excited at all for it.
im getting my bangs cut again. any suggestions? i want to do something really different with my hair. but keep it long. like real long still. cause yeah. hardly ANYONE has long hair anymore. come on girls!
its so beautiful outside. i want to go sit with someone.
flowers are pretty. pick me some.
the lake is blue. i want to go for a boat ride.
i wish i were rich like the little club and yacht club kids.
and charge stuff to a tab that means nothing.
ok im done wishing. oh well.
this is my life. and its really quite alright.
i hate the feeling of thinking your going to loose a friend or a few friends.
its really strange.
does anyone know what im talking about?
wow i could really ramble on about stuff. for a really long time. but im going to go to sleep now. since i have no idea how im going to be able to wake up for school in a week. FUCK. THAT. BLAH. BLAH. BLAH.
and FUCK the fact that mr gross is our teacher.
playing music at 130 would be sweet.
to bad.
everyone is asleep.
goodnight.
love.jennifer.