christmas has gone to the wolves.

[socokilling]

So if your feeling hungry you can all eat the rest of my memories of christmas for diner. I feel like I was placed on the top of a mountain, the only way off is to walk right off this fucking cliff. Something must die tonight for the sake of making christmas worth being around for it next year. Some things friends cant help, but i will always think of there effort. I stay alive to hope that the next day I wake will be byfar better than yesterday. They say that if you dont like your life than you just need to change it and make it better for your self. But what if the part that you dont like about your life, you could not do a god damn thing about. Some one show me some fucking sign of life on this earth. because this shit is killing me.

nathan

p.s. This is me wishing I could change everything.