so much for not smoking.

[socokilling]

so the last week or so i have been pretty happy. but like always it is striped of me. i no longer have that person that makes me smile.that person that would listen no matter what it was.i just dont know what to do.

I can't remember the time or place,
or what you were wearing,
it's unclear about how we met,
all I know it was the best conversation that I've ever had,
to this day I never found someone,
with eyes as wide as yours,
I've been searching up and down this coast,
overlooking what I need the most

did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say,
two more hours I took today merciless away,
and it starts all over again,
the sky will never look the same again,
till you show me how it could be,
the sky will never look the same again,
till you show me how it could be

and everything else is irrelevant,
to the story so far,
a coincidence that you look like her from a far,
is it true that you like to sleep alone?
Or is it fun to just tell everyone?

Did you notice that I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say
two more hours I took today merciless away,
and it starts all over again
the sky will never look the same again,
till you show me how it could be
the sky will never look the same again
till you show me how it could be

and when the world turns over
ill keep my ears to the wall
and when the world turns over
ill keep my feet straight on the ground

did u notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say,
two more hours I took today merciless away,
and it starts all over again,
the sky will never look the same again
till you show me how it could be
the sky will never look the same again
till you show me how it could be

p.s. mew if you happen to read this i hope you get better and i hope to see you again.