Mar 16, 2005 08:59
Got back from Mexico today
It was so nice down there, sun n the beach-awesome.
Only this that was agay was the amounts of drunk kids on the beach, its like does havin a beer in your hand make you feel cool? No not reali. So that was slightly abxniously-disturbing o the relaxation.
So i get home -have some family bonding time- n we're eating n my dad turns to me n goes "gina looks like uve put on some weight there" I was like WTF?? thanks like I needed someone else to tell me im fat, thanks dad. So i guess Ill just eat less n work out more..... :/
Ive always been self-conscience, since like middle school. Never felt up to par with ne of the girl, alwayz felt like i was in their shadow, n it suxs that i still havent shaken it now.
So it suxs
well bak to rehersal 2maro- im just not in the mood
i just need to get outa here.