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i dont know if its just the weather today or a combination of many things..but the past couple of days have been pretty crappy. Things were so much more fun when everyone was in the lounge at night and we pretended to do work. Maybe its just the end of semester stress but no one is ever around anymore. and this makes me feel worse cuz i realize i really havent made that many friends here. everyone else knows people from their classes and I only really know people from the dorm. I dont want to be the one left behind as everyone finds their groups.
I think i still like him...but i have come to the realization that nothing will happen. I try to make coversation and it just fails. maybe the stuff i say is stupid but he could at least put some effort in. I just want to go out and have fun and actually meet someone! It cant be that hard for everyone else why am i a complete failure at it??
Thanksgiving cant come soon enough. Im sad that i cant go home and see my friends but i really need to escape this whole reality and not think about things for awhile. somehow florida helps me to decompress.
thats enough for now...
I think i still like him...but i have come to the realization that nothing will happen. I try to make coversation and it just fails. maybe the stuff i say is stupid but he could at least put some effort in. I just want to go out and have fun and actually meet someone! It cant be that hard for everyone else why am i a complete failure at it??
Thanksgiving cant come soon enough. Im sad that i cant go home and see my friends but i really need to escape this whole reality and not think about things for awhile. somehow florida helps me to decompress.
thats enough for now...