why do i let it bother me??

[socogal23]

ok so i kno i probably shouldnt be feeling like this, but i cant help it. yes i will admit im am jealous. but at the same time happy(?). im happy that they both have each other and have awesome times together. but then it makes me sad cuz i wonder why we never hang out together like that or maybe im not considered one of the people they always have

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[socogal23]

ok...first of all i was planning on talking to you about it but you didnt happen to be online at the time so this was my option. secondly, i dont expect all of us to hang out as a big group everytime. i know ppl need one on one time. and the entry wasnt about me wanting to be there with both of you, it was me just saying i wish we could hang out more (one on one if that is what we wanted) and that i wanted to know that we had a strong friendship as well. thirdly, how would you know that that it isnt my thing? just because when suggesting plans i come up with things that arent always at someone's home? well ususally i dont know what else to suggest or i feel like someone wouldnt want to just hang out. and if i dont get feed back how am i supposed to know? also, personally i could never be bored when i am with a friend(s). thats just me, but i always enjoy spending time with my friends. yes we can be bored, but at least we are bored together.

but im not going to apologize or justify myself and the fact that im invovled in church or eat dinner or whatever.

ill talk to you later because fighting over livejournal is stupid and pointless

[ironbutterfly08]

I was never fighting!! There's a such thing as leaving a comment to tell someone something without the intention to fight!