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[socodrunkgirl84]

so i've tried expression myself with words and i thought i was getting pretty good at it..but i tried it on you and i just feel worse and i can't explain anything to you or to myself..i need to find out who i am and fast because this little world of mine that i adored is coming down and im not enjoying it the least bit, please understand this in the best way you can

i understand it must be hard when you dont know what i am talking about, but someone will know

i dont know who, but someone has to.