you don't need a reason to get out on the dancefloor...

Sep 10, 2005 02:15

ahhh! i should be going to bed at this moment, considering i have work tomorrow...but...
ahhh! i just came back from the men women and children show in nyc.
and brand new was there.
first i went up to vinnie...and i said to my friend, "watch this...he's gonna be an asshole..."
and he wasn't.
i said, "i miss your band."
and he's just like "me too"

anyway...he talked to me for quite a while...and he was really really nice...it was unbelievable....

and then my friends and i decide to go exploring around the city before mw&c come on....and my friend is just like "EILEEN!"
jesse lacey was standing right there.
and i went up to him...."i miss your band..."
he smiles...."me too...."

ahh! and then he talked to us for 15 minutes explaining EVERYTHING that's been going on....how they needed a break b/c everything just happened so fast....
how jesse came down with an ulcer and appendicitis....and something else with his intenstines which is why they cancelled bamboozle...
and how life in general is just much better now.
they're happy.
they've written about 50 songs. ( i would like to hear ALL 50!)
they're going to record within the next 7 days.
their album will be out around february/march.
and they'll tour around then too.

and he was sooo fuckin nice...
and it hurt b/c i really really wanted to tell him how much brand new has changed my life.
how much it has influenced pretty much EVERYTHING i do. (can't go into the city without singing jude law! and we've done this for 3 years?)
how much they helped me even get THROUGH life.
how much their music means to me.
i really wanted to express my appreciation. but didn't want to overwhelm him with it.
b/c he doesn't want to be a god.
he doesn't want to be an idol...
but i can't help it if he is the genious behind what means the most to me in this world (i know it's horrible..and incredibly pathetic...but pretty true.)
i feel every single word in his songs....and i can't say that about any other band...every single song is amazing. even their covers....and as much as i love midtown- their are a few songs i can't stand....

BRAND NEW IS MY LIFE.
and i'm not sure if everyone will "get" where jesse "is" at the moment....
i hope they understand him....he may even lose fans for his "beliefs"...

he doesn't remember me...but that's ok...b/c i love them too much to be pissed off....they meet a lot of people...

then saw brian at the mcdonalds..."i miss your band."
"thank you..." *looks at me* "hey! what's up!?" hahaha...finally!

men women and children were completely amazing.
running and clapping is the new mosh.
bubble machines are the new smoke machines.

jesse was *dancing* by me...and he has no rhythm...but it was so freakin
cute...

oh oh oh! and jesse said we were dressed nice! :D
and yesterday i saw h2o at rutgers....and told toby he's my idol again...and he said "you're my idol too!" hahahaha...i'm toby's idol! :p

and i love brand new so much it hurts...

ps: school started....and i fuckin love it....seriously...i have no idea how i ended up at such a wonderful place.
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