knuckles are white from beating at the walls at night...
relief! relief! relief!
just came back from seton hall university. got together my classes. they actually had me in their system still...and normally the tuition is about $13000...i got really lucky and have to pay about 4,000 of it...but somehow got a state grant for about that much too...
and have no idea how the fuck anything happened...but am amazed....my classes are soooo boring though...i have 3 religion classes in a row on tuesdays and thursday b/c the school is a religous school (but is the only one around here that had my major)
and then 2 communication type classes on mondays and wednesdays...my boss is going to kill me though b/c he thought i was taking night classes...oh well....
um...i'm sick of being disappointed in other people...i'm sick of feeling like i'm the only one in the world who doesn't party...and it's annoying...and kind of lonely...NEVER though! NEVER! it's just that we found out that one of our friends has been a complete closet alcoholic for years....and we NEVER knew...he hid it so well...and it's just odd...he can't do anything without gaming up for it by drinking....completely crazy...
and i feel bad for him...but i guess he's happy??
bah! bah!
just came back from seton hall university. got together my classes. they actually had me in their system still...and normally the tuition is about $13000...i got really lucky and have to pay about 4,000 of it...but somehow got a state grant for about that much too...
and have no idea how the fuck anything happened...but am amazed....my classes are soooo boring though...i have 3 religion classes in a row on tuesdays and thursday b/c the school is a religous school (but is the only one around here that had my major)
and then 2 communication type classes on mondays and wednesdays...my boss is going to kill me though b/c he thought i was taking night classes...oh well....
um...i'm sick of being disappointed in other people...i'm sick of feeling like i'm the only one in the world who doesn't party...and it's annoying...and kind of lonely...NEVER though! NEVER! it's just that we found out that one of our friends has been a complete closet alcoholic for years....and we NEVER knew...he hid it so well...and it's just odd...he can't do anything without gaming up for it by drinking....completely crazy...
and i feel bad for him...but i guess he's happy??
bah! bah!