Apr 14, 2005 04:45
Wow, it's definately been a long time since I've updated this thing. I never really found a need to write anything, or update anything, because honestly no one cares to read it. But that's okay, I accept that. Well, for a while there I was down to one friend, and that was Amanda, no one else seemed to care or want to hang out, but once again, I accept that. On Friday night, I went to a party at my friend Bobby's house and had a total blast. I've never seen so many gay guys in one place in my life. Gay guys are so incredibly fun, and I love them all. I didn't leave Bobby's until like 9 in the morning. I hung out with them Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. On tuesday I met this particularly special guy named JOWEE! haha, and he is the reason I'm updating lol. I LOVE YOU MAN :-). I've only hung out with him twice, but he's awesome! I feel so comfortable around him and everyone else. Jowee, I wish you and Gary the best of luck. You guys are awesome together... and I have proof... lol.. the picture on my phone :-). Muahaha. I also met this girl Rachel. She's really nice. However I believe I made her fall for me. I'm not sure what I want right now. I'm not sure I could really handle a relationship with a girl... especially her being so much older. But she's so incredibly sweet and she says she's willing to wait for me to figure out what I want, no matter how long it takes. But the things is, Im talking to this amazing guy named Jeff. He's one of the sweetest guys I've ever met, aside from Jowee and Jeremy of course :-).
I'm keeping my options open as far as it comes to dating and relationships. In the past I was always so quick to jump into things, not knowing if it was really what I wanted.. But now I'm taking my time getting to know a few different people. I'm talking to this guy Ryan from Lafayette, This guy Blaken from Lafayette, That guy Jeff, and Rachel. I don't want to rush into things with anyone, because if I do get involved, I want it to last. I don't want one of those flings that lasts for a couple months.. I want something real. Something genuine.
It's been quite a while since I've had sex... too long I believe... but I'm waiting from someone special. Oh and Shannon, not that your reading this, because why would you waste your time doing that.. but I didn't sleep with someone on the due date that was given.. There just wasn't anyone worth my time.. But once again, not like you care because we don't even talk anymore.
Well, It's almost 5 AM, and I have to work tomorrow at noon.. Oh and speaking of that reched Fashion Bug, they are totally dickin me over... It's total bullshit.. But yeah, I'm off to bed kids.
**Jowee Hoped you liked this... it was all for you baby!! :-D. Oh, and P.S... Stay outta my koolaid bitch, cuz you don't know my flava!! Hehe.