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i am right now trying to find the best deal for flying to and from california. because in november i am going for sure. and it's all to see about a boy. i feel that since i'm the one who screwed up i should be the one to make all the effort to reconcile. and since i am willing to do anything, i might even end up living there. and to tell you the truth, that would be best because there is nothing for me here. but all of that will work itself out.
trenton is mad at me and i hate it. i love hanging out with him but sometimes it's just too much because i feel like so much is resting on me and i can't deal with that right now. i've told him i love someone else and i'm going that route. i don't know what else to do.
i'm not looking for anyone's two cents either. i'm just venting.
i'm so nervous about california. not nervous, but anxious. i wish it was next week and not in two months but i must be patient and hope for the best but expect the worst.
also does anyone want to buy my radiohead tickets? they are for the lawn at the woodlands pavilion. i really need to sell them and i don't want to revert to ebay just yet.
trenton is mad at me and i hate it. i love hanging out with him but sometimes it's just too much because i feel like so much is resting on me and i can't deal with that right now. i've told him i love someone else and i'm going that route. i don't know what else to do.
i'm not looking for anyone's two cents either. i'm just venting.
i'm so nervous about california. not nervous, but anxious. i wish it was next week and not in two months but i must be patient and hope for the best but expect the worst.
also does anyone want to buy my radiohead tickets? they are for the lawn at the woodlands pavilion. i really need to sell them and i don't want to revert to ebay just yet.