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So yeah it's been a while huh? Not like anyone reads this so I don't know why I'm updating even now. I have so much crap in my life right now like before it was always just me being depressed but now it's like actual stuff for me to be depressed about. I realize now I can't trust any of my friends because that night all my friends betrayed me and then last tuesday I found out about it. Two of the worst days I've had in a while. OK I admit betrayed is a strong word but it's the best I could think of. It really wasn't that bad it's just it confirmed stuff I already suspected and so I don't know. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about and so I'm trying really hard not to dwell. I'm trying to just pretend everything is ok but it's not working so well.