People Suck
I'm really not impressed with people. There are some people who everybody seems to like or at least a lot of people. One person is Nick and I have to say I'm not impressed with him. I experienced him as a boyfriend and as a friend and neither experiences are that great. I believe he is best when you don't know him very well but well enough that he can make you laugh. Another person is Michael and while I still condider him a good friend I don't think he's all that great for me. He always seems to find ways to make my self esteem lower. He think that when I'm sad it's for a dumb reason, he thinks I forget things for attention, he makes fun of me because of the stupidest things like my wallet which I like. Trust me there isn't much to dislike about my wallet it's pretty standard for a wallet so I have no idea why he made fun of it. He thinks when I don't like someone it for a stupid reason but I believe being rude, annoying and bitchy is a good enough reason not to like someone. That and he's a hypocrite. Another person I don't like is Sean and I wish I had known him better before but oh well I made a mistake. I knew things were going too fast but he kept pressuring me about going out with him so I did. I did like him but not enough to go out with him and I barely knew him but now that I know him more I know I hate him when he's drunk and he's a little annoying when he's high and I have no clue what he's like normally. So now I'm stuck finding a way to break up with him. I suppose I never should have gone out with a guy who liked me before he even knew me and that I was kind of scared of. Well that was a big mistake I'll never make again. I wish I could just end it without talking to him. It started going bad the night he called me totally drunk because I hated how he was acting. Plus I'm not even sure I'm emotionally stable enough to have a boyfriend. Well anyway the moral of all this? A lot of people suck even if most people love them.