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its late and its been awhile since I've updated...but i think i'm awake enough to post one entry.....
I finished reading this book i got just over a week ago...what happened to lani garver...it was a good book. And again i feel reason to rate what makes a book good...the best books are ones you have a huge reaction to, there are books i've cried, there's books i've gotten angry, there's books you've felt betrayed by because they let a chacater you loved so much die....
through out this book the uncovering of the character's friends manipulations was making me want to scream at them. How could they get away with such crap, how could they believe something they made up as a reality on which they would stake their lives on....and how frustrating it is to know that you can't change someone's mind once they believe what they believe despite trying to show them the truth. how unwilling those characters where to listen to their friend....how they thought the good changes that needed to be made were making her nuts. No wonder Claire was in such denial of all her crap, and how if it hadn't been for this other character Lani she would have died....but in order to survive she had to face more than her own deamons...and it was a tough read, it almost was like i had to get to the end to get the weight of all those issues off my shoulders.
I think it isn't so bad to have your reality shaken sometimes...you end up seeing a lot of things that you didn't before, though i have to admit i enjoy being naive too...the book made life tough...all this thinking and not really sure how to apply it...if i should apply it...maybe just talk about it like i did here....yeah that's probably good enough.
...good book....
i think i'm so ready for bed now...its like 12:51 now....yeah i'm ready for bed....later
I finished reading this book i got just over a week ago...what happened to lani garver...it was a good book. And again i feel reason to rate what makes a book good...the best books are ones you have a huge reaction to, there are books i've cried, there's books i've gotten angry, there's books you've felt betrayed by because they let a chacater you loved so much die....
through out this book the uncovering of the character's friends manipulations was making me want to scream at them. How could they get away with such crap, how could they believe something they made up as a reality on which they would stake their lives on....and how frustrating it is to know that you can't change someone's mind once they believe what they believe despite trying to show them the truth. how unwilling those characters where to listen to their friend....how they thought the good changes that needed to be made were making her nuts. No wonder Claire was in such denial of all her crap, and how if it hadn't been for this other character Lani she would have died....but in order to survive she had to face more than her own deamons...and it was a tough read, it almost was like i had to get to the end to get the weight of all those issues off my shoulders.
I think it isn't so bad to have your reality shaken sometimes...you end up seeing a lot of things that you didn't before, though i have to admit i enjoy being naive too...the book made life tough...all this thinking and not really sure how to apply it...if i should apply it...maybe just talk about it like i did here....yeah that's probably good enough.
...good book....
i think i'm so ready for bed now...its like 12:51 now....yeah i'm ready for bed....later