the end
Alex suggested I write about how I rescued a puppy from the busy road leading out of aumsville...but I think its a story I'll leave to a later date and probably add a bit of florish to to make myself seem a bit more heroic...
So why am I not telling this story...well its because I watched the last episode of Everwood...I remember when it first came out...watched it with my mom...and sophomore year watched it with niki...it was never something I went out of my way to watch, but when I did realize it was on and sat down and watched it...I really did enjoy it. I guess it pained me to see how things just didn't line up for the characters...I guess that makes it more true to life...but life doesn't have that pretty melody playing softly during meaningful monologs....so this episode i had tears...and it sad to see it end, i mean you can image the rest of their lives and hope for the best, but the story only continues now in our minds..which i don't know if its good or bad.
But anyway i had some thoughts...yep thoughts. Cuz the show you see is about the complications of waiting for the person you love. So my thinking is, if it is love why should you have to be tortured--why would love do that? and then you got to start wondering is it worth it...will I waste away to nothing and still what i thought was true love never realizes it...BUT then there was another thought, sometimes you have to fight for love. Because it might be there and just be unnoticed...i guess i see my cousin there, see she isn't always that clever and it was through his help that she realized that she had to give it a chance and I will assume that it will end happily everafter for her. But not all situations end so nicely, holding out and hoping against hope that just like in TV or movies the other person will realize that your the one they're meant to be with, it just doesn't happen.
If the heart wasn't so difficult to understand we might have been able to see if the feelings are something we should cling to or to walk away from before it causes us to waste away.
The show would have been a lot easier if they just said waht they really felt....
...lets just say, there was quite a few tears involved...
So why am I not telling this story...well its because I watched the last episode of Everwood...I remember when it first came out...watched it with my mom...and sophomore year watched it with niki...it was never something I went out of my way to watch, but when I did realize it was on and sat down and watched it...I really did enjoy it. I guess it pained me to see how things just didn't line up for the characters...I guess that makes it more true to life...but life doesn't have that pretty melody playing softly during meaningful monologs....so this episode i had tears...and it sad to see it end, i mean you can image the rest of their lives and hope for the best, but the story only continues now in our minds..which i don't know if its good or bad.
But anyway i had some thoughts...yep thoughts. Cuz the show you see is about the complications of waiting for the person you love. So my thinking is, if it is love why should you have to be tortured--why would love do that? and then you got to start wondering is it worth it...will I waste away to nothing and still what i thought was true love never realizes it...BUT then there was another thought, sometimes you have to fight for love. Because it might be there and just be unnoticed...i guess i see my cousin there, see she isn't always that clever and it was through his help that she realized that she had to give it a chance and I will assume that it will end happily everafter for her. But not all situations end so nicely, holding out and hoping against hope that just like in TV or movies the other person will realize that your the one they're meant to be with, it just doesn't happen.
If the heart wasn't so difficult to understand we might have been able to see if the feelings are something we should cling to or to walk away from before it causes us to waste away.
The show would have been a lot easier if they just said waht they really felt....
...lets just say, there was quite a few tears involved...