canon
It seems the busier you get the more you mind wanders and you come up with some amazing things...I know I had some awesome things to say...but now that i find myself with time, I don't remeber them.
Though i have a new thought that I think i can ramble on for a bit....it had to deal with repentance...I was think about the play everyman...and i remember reading it back in highschool and think how strange that this man would beat himself in order to be forgiven.
but if we take it as not literally then it makes sense. If we have to experience pain then we admit that we aren't perfect. And some of us feel that so deeply that they are constantly infliciting pain on themselves. Now this isn't necessarily self mutalation...
Its so much a personal thing...looking at someone how doing it doesn't make sense.
we all do it...we all do something that we know WILL cause us pain...it can be a slight as recalling a memory...
I know what i do...but it's hard to explain...its more like sheading light on mysterys that I don't really want to know the answer to....and then i keep looking back on that truth and try to figure it out...though it only deepens the cuts...
but thats the pain inflict on myself.
maybe i do this because i feel that by doing this will prevent me from continuing to make mistakes, and i will become a better person.
this is only a thought though....who knows
Though i have a new thought that I think i can ramble on for a bit....it had to deal with repentance...I was think about the play everyman...and i remember reading it back in highschool and think how strange that this man would beat himself in order to be forgiven.
but if we take it as not literally then it makes sense. If we have to experience pain then we admit that we aren't perfect. And some of us feel that so deeply that they are constantly infliciting pain on themselves. Now this isn't necessarily self mutalation...
Its so much a personal thing...looking at someone how doing it doesn't make sense.
we all do it...we all do something that we know WILL cause us pain...it can be a slight as recalling a memory...
I know what i do...but it's hard to explain...its more like sheading light on mysterys that I don't really want to know the answer to....and then i keep looking back on that truth and try to figure it out...though it only deepens the cuts...
but thats the pain inflict on myself.
maybe i do this because i feel that by doing this will prevent me from continuing to make mistakes, and i will become a better person.
this is only a thought though....who knows