preday one
back here at school...oh what fun....no....
I half don't want to be poopy...BUT i feel it is my right to feel grumpy about once again being back to school.
school has become empty...but then again so has most of my life. Music was the first thing to go and i don't know which slipped away first...my family or school. But this past year a lot of things changed...I don't want to know if it will turn out for the best, because it was pretty painful to experience and i doubt there will be anything gained that will worth that suffering.
i love my dad and my sister though i don't feel i could live with her permanetly ever again and i shower all my affection on to my dog emily. and sadly i do love that stupid cat, life were you can actually get a full night of sleep without the cat rising hell to go out side in the rain for ten minutes is something i doubt i'll ever forget....honestly, I'm scared that i'm going to lose someone important to me again. there are some things that i feel very shakey about, the break wasn't perfect, but there were some things that happened that i wish hadn't.
what is there to say, except 'OH WELL'
I half don't want to be poopy...BUT i feel it is my right to feel grumpy about once again being back to school.
school has become empty...but then again so has most of my life. Music was the first thing to go and i don't know which slipped away first...my family or school. But this past year a lot of things changed...I don't want to know if it will turn out for the best, because it was pretty painful to experience and i doubt there will be anything gained that will worth that suffering.
i love my dad and my sister though i don't feel i could live with her permanetly ever again and i shower all my affection on to my dog emily. and sadly i do love that stupid cat, life were you can actually get a full night of sleep without the cat rising hell to go out side in the rain for ten minutes is something i doubt i'll ever forget....honestly, I'm scared that i'm going to lose someone important to me again. there are some things that i feel very shakey about, the break wasn't perfect, but there were some things that happened that i wish hadn't.
what is there to say, except 'OH WELL'