Nov 07, 2007 11:49
I have two very big papers due tomorrow, in addition to all my other work. I have one dollar in my wallet, which has to buy me enough food to last until December. I can work more hours ot get more money, but I cannot afford to sacrafice the study time. I cannot have money and an education at the same time, it seems. Additionally, there was another suicide on campus, and my social contracts are proving themselves rather burdonsome. I cannot support Rosie emotionally, I cannot support Nancy materially, and I cannot support myself financially. Once again, I am faced with a choice to persue truth or women, and I cannot justify chosing the latter. But, I cannot equate "classes" with "truth" because this semester, I have found none.
I just need a good night's rest, and a chance to start over.