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Well, I haven't updated in forever. I can't even remember what my last entry was about. I graduated. Now it's almost a month later and I don't really feel any different. I keep having these dreams that I'm back in the last few days of school, or the senior party. I had this one dream where I went to the senior party for the class of 2007 and I realized that meant a whole year had passed. I thought about how quickly the time seemed to have gone by and how little I had done when I put it in the perspective of a whole year. It really bothered me, but I woke up later and realized it had only been a month. One stagnant month is excuseable, right?
I'm probably gonna be heading off to Evergreen in September. I really don't want to. I just want to stop time for a while. I guess college is a better situation for "figuring it all out" than trying to support myself by working full-time. This summer is just going by so quickly it feels like a dream, the kind you don't remember when you wake up. Maybe I need to get hit by lightning or something. I don't have the energy to do anything. My house is a complete mess and my body is losing muscle tone every day because I barely move. I try to remember what I did the day before and give up in exhaustion. I went to the beach over the weekend and I just realized it's been three days since I came back. Three whole days. It feels like it could have been one day or one month. It feels like the senior party was last week. Man, that was fun. I liked the senior party. I wish every night was the senior party. Pretty sad, huh?
Alright, time to go to bed and fail to fall asleep for at least another two hours. Enjoy your summer. I command you.
I'm probably gonna be heading off to Evergreen in September. I really don't want to. I just want to stop time for a while. I guess college is a better situation for "figuring it all out" than trying to support myself by working full-time. This summer is just going by so quickly it feels like a dream, the kind you don't remember when you wake up. Maybe I need to get hit by lightning or something. I don't have the energy to do anything. My house is a complete mess and my body is losing muscle tone every day because I barely move. I try to remember what I did the day before and give up in exhaustion. I went to the beach over the weekend and I just realized it's been three days since I came back. Three whole days. It feels like it could have been one day or one month. It feels like the senior party was last week. Man, that was fun. I liked the senior party. I wish every night was the senior party. Pretty sad, huh?
Alright, time to go to bed and fail to fall asleep for at least another two hours. Enjoy your summer. I command you.