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I love that this can become a real journal.
I know this is incredibley selfish and sounds like I'm on the brink of some kind of immature insanity mixed with some self obsessed dramatic..well drama but with the death of Stephanie, Lyndsey, Joel, and Zach I have thought about a lot things. Things that most teenagers think about like Why? and What if it was so-and-so. But, one thought I really can't delete from my mind, and the first thought that came to my mind after the event is "What luck." Like I said, it sounds extraordinarily selfish and rude but I really do feel that they were, in so many ways, so lucky. Sometimes I really wish I could switch seats with them in that red convertable.
I know this is incredibley selfish and sounds like I'm on the brink of some kind of immature insanity mixed with some self obsessed dramatic..well drama but with the death of Stephanie, Lyndsey, Joel, and Zach I have thought about a lot things. Things that most teenagers think about like Why? and What if it was so-and-so. But, one thought I really can't delete from my mind, and the first thought that came to my mind after the event is "What luck." Like I said, it sounds extraordinarily selfish and rude but I really do feel that they were, in so many ways, so lucky. Sometimes I really wish I could switch seats with them in that red convertable.