*I needed a GOOD laugh*
**Yup, That's it right there>>>
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Okay, so I dont wanna sound like a total b.i.t.c.h. because I do care..a lot. But tonight I get a talk about how we've lost eachother, how he feels like he's lost me and we just aren't the same. Well HELLO..I guess you have to spell things out sometimes. I've felt lost for a while. And I thought he knew that. I mean don't get me wrong I
love him more than he knows..but we've messed up along the line. To the point where we've began pushing eachother away. To the point where now we don't know if we are coming or going. Are we going to last. Can we put ourselves back to where we started. Cause then WE WERE SOO CLOSE and IN LOVE. I mean we are IN LOVE now..and dont try giving me the speal about how I dont know what love is..but its just a lot of tension. We hardly TALK..we hardly SEE eachother..we briefly know what eachother does everyday. And I do agree..I liked it better when we were both in school. When the weekends belonged to US. When we used to HANG out and DO stuff...even if it was meaningless it was always something fun...And now he feels like me and my friend Jeff are more of a couple than him and I. What in all fairness is that? I mean i'm NOT mad..i can't be mad. But Jeff and I are Jeff and I. Not like brother and sister but he's my best friend. I'm pretty sure there is nothing there other than the fact that we tell eachother everything we talk all of the time..theres no ME&JEFF its just Me and Jeff..we are friends. Does EVERYONE get that now? And to say it again..I can't be mad at how he feels. Atleast he's honest. No matter how long he's been holding that one in...
..MYNIGHT..MYnite..myNIGHT..myNITE..mynite.. Alright..so tonite was "TAKE JERICA OUT FOR HER BIRTHDAY DINNER" NIGHT. First off i didnt want to go. DO YOU REALIZE WHAT DAY IT IS? Its THURSDAY..which means GO OUT with my BEST JEFF FRIEND night. That means HE picks ME up WE go to the BOARDWALK and do what we do best SCOPE and TALK. NoOo..I'm left witht he choice of "you come with us, you stay home"..BAhahah..alright so I went along but SHE'LL PAY. And thats right SHE DID. I did NOT like the CRABS they were waterlogged the potato salad tasted FUNKY..PLUS i HATEHATEHATE skin ON the potato..its like OMGeww. THEN we had to leave there LAZY SUSANS (i think thats what it was called) and we went to the BOARDWALK. Okay...NOT FUN. Had to follow my mom to every DUMB store she went into. How boring..finally i was just like CAN WE LEAVE!!..And we did..she called me a bitch cause "of course you can ruin everything"..i didnt ruin anything.. Then on the way home..there were these guys in this truck..loud just like my mom's and chevy and all those other details..and of course she had to race them well we won..then we got this OTHER truck a lil later that was a chevy again loud blah blah and we got him going the wrong direction...okay it sounds like fun..but NOT when your with YOUR MOM...soo anyway THANK GOD i got home alright..that was my eventful evening...sorry jeff*
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