WOWz
Alright i've messed up a big one. So yesterday i went over to Justin's house. His sister took us to midway to take care of stuff..w/e. Then they got stuff to eat then we went back to his house. It was goin alright. Then later that nite after i cancelled my babysitting plans, justin and i just hung out. It was cool to just relax and whatever. His mom went and got us dinner and such and that was that. Then we went to bed kind of early..first we watched movies, cause his mom rented some. We started watchn My Baby's Daddy...but that didnt go over so well so we put in White Chicks.."i'm sooo FRICKIN pissed" lol great great. But justin went to bed and i fell asleep on the couch watchin the movie. But then stac' came n got me n sent me to justin's bed so daniel didnt wake me up. I got in there and like 5 minutes after i was in there justin woke up and we started talkin. And thats where the whole idea of a break came into play. So we talked about it for seriously like 5 hours. And then the talk about breakin up came upon. Our relationship was just being based on things a relationship shouldnt be. We both said our peace and shed our tears and slept on it.
SUNDAY..TODAY..for the morning all was okay. We didnt talk much about til a lil while after the race started. Thats when he made the decision. But its alright because it was almost mutual I love him and i trust that his decision is for our relationship. We layed in his bed for like an hour and just talked and i cried cause..it hurts but i'm gonna be alright as long as what he says is the truth because i believe him..I came home and told me what happened she came over right as she got off work..and talked to me. She was kind of relieved about the whole thing and didnt want me crying but she was here for me even after she had told me Last night that i threw our relationship away...soo Sunday and sunday night were all about me losing my baby him letting me go "because if you love it and you let it go and it comes back, then it's meant to be"..he left my house peacefully and..then i was faced with the week..what was i to do..
SUNDAY..TODAY..for the morning all was okay. We didnt talk much about til a lil while after the race started. Thats when he made the decision. But its alright because it was almost mutual I love him and i trust that his decision is for our relationship. We layed in his bed for like an hour and just talked and i cried cause..it hurts but i'm gonna be alright as long as what he says is the truth because i believe him..I came home and told me what happened she came over right as she got off work..and talked to me. She was kind of relieved about the whole thing and didnt want me crying but she was here for me even after she had told me Last night that i threw our relationship away...soo Sunday and sunday night were all about me losing my baby him letting me go "because if you love it and you let it go and it comes back, then it's meant to be"..he left my house peacefully and..then i was faced with the week..what was i to do..