Who do you miss the most?

Aug 07, 2007 21:46

That's hard. But not as hard as you'd think. I only learned what missing someone was after Cydn came into my life, so there's years of not missing anyone to narrow down that list.

I miss Gippal, who, for all his perverted jokes, is a great guy and friend. And I miss my little brother, who's been cast out of the family and made his own way in the world, just like me.

But most of all, I miss Tidus. I didn't know him for anywhere near long enough, but he was my best friend in a way that Cydn and Yunie never could be. Gippal is my brother, Yuna is my sister, Cydn is my soulmate, but Tidus is was is my friend.

He was the only one to treat me like I was just another girl. Like I was normal. Like I was okay. And that made it true. It doesn't matter that he only treated me that way because he didn't know any better. Because it doesn't change the fact that he made me normal, even for a little while.

My heart broke a little when he didn't return when he was supposed to. He was always so warm. He was always laughing. Things are a little darker for his absence.

I hope he comes home soon.

I wonder if that isn't why Yuna wanted to come back to Besaid. I know it's torture for her, but, maybe, she thought he would be here, or could get here, since he did before.
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