Feb 16, 2004 23:23
So, should I start writting again? Not like- writting in this silly thing, but actually writting, stories and such. I think if I get a job, a real change in me will be present. A change in my ability to be concious, no doubt.
At the book store, I read the first paragraph of Choke, and now I want to read it again. I wonder if I can do that for outside reading. My teachers a cool old lady, so she wont really mind. I cant remember the last time I got more than 6 hours of sleep at night. Oh yeah, I'm making plans to go out and start doing things again. I'm getting really used to this "having a girlfriend" thing, so everythings feeling really good and I wanna go out and have a good fucking time doing something. And, I can drive now. So I can do stuff. I need a haircut. Something needs to be done with this mess resting atop my head.
I think all the bad-ness the bull dyke Ms. Heath brings upon my life is being balanced out pretty well. Shes my AP computer science teacher. Apparently, if you don't need a class to graduate high school, or need it for college, and it will never really matter if I pass the class, or put any effort into it, the teacher will still take it personally if you try and sleep or do another teachers class work in their class. Mabey I'm just a lazy bastard, or I'm immature, or something to the tune of that, but I couldn't care less about a a few tech classes I got forced into.
Look at my ramble. Wish I had something important to say. I will someday. So stay tuned.