Jan 30, 2005 15:17
i have a new found respect for canadian "agriculture." i spend half the time there stoned off my ass. im still a little high, and i toked 12 hours ago. yeah, im a lightweight. is that a good thing? indeed. i get my money's worth, bitches.
so many all-american abercrombie-american eagle-hollister guys. mostly drunk off their asses. so hot. i wanted to meet some. and by meet i mean meat.
and sergios hallmate courtney was talking about this gay theatre major friend of hers, who loves project runway, america's next top model, AND caroline, or change i fucking love him already, and i dont even remember what she said his name was. thats my fucking husband right there.
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on a slightly related but tangental note, im seeing a psychotherapist.
and we discussed the hypocrisy of the (male) homosexual community. and how fucking hypocritical it is for gay men to be all, "accept me as who i am," and yet be extremely shallow and very appearance-consious. maybe im being bitter because i cant find a boyfriend, much less meaningless sex - but im really just sick of it. for once id just like to meet a guy whos articulate and intelligent and caring. and its like, ive had guys talk to me (online, SADLY), and i dont dig them not because theyre not attractive, but because theyre heartless.
see what this has done to me? im seeing a psychotherapist because of this bullshit.
oh yes, and STOP LEADING PEOPLE ON.