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finally got my phone line back. there was no dial tone yesterday, thus, no dsl or phone. damn. so we got someone to sheck it out today during the day. he called my mom and said someone cut the phone line up in the box on the post. thats CRAZY. who the fuck would do such a thing is beyond me.
singing for the governor is quite possibly one of the worst experiences ive had this year. not only was he not there, but we knew we were doing bad (the acoustics at laguardia were horrible - which makes no sense, theyre a fucking performing arts school!) and to top it off, laguardia kids were really hostile and some kids said lauguardia kids were saying we sounded like shit. which in all honesty, was true, but its not something you tell other performers. so ms hall got really angry and was like, theyre only making fun because they couldnt get into where youre at. and people laughed, but she felt bad and said her comment made her just as bad as them for making comments. strange situation. whatever, it sucked. i did however, dance subli for people. calista and wen loved it... lol...
cant wait till tomorrow. the madness! the madness!
saturday were probably going to the cemetery to visit my grandfather. its so uncomfortable to go there. its like, i dont feel guilty about not crying, its just, its too real. i forget that i once had a grandfather who i loved and saw everyday, and its really just painful to see his grave and remember all of that and well, i dont know.
to end things on a lovely note, more chad michael murray. i hope i dont get in trouble for this... hey it was on tv, so it can be here.
hehehehe.