I figured I should finish this

[societyatcourt]

Center stage, with the lights in my face
My hands begin trembling and I don't know what to say
Same old song begins to play
I really should leave but like an idiot I stay

This could all be just a dream,
A dream in the nature of a sinister weave,
A non-reality with a lifeless pulse
Oh how I long for somewhere else...

Fields of green, flowers and things
Beautiful in every way
Singing of trees, rustling of leaves
Is the place i long to escape
So far from you and all that you do
To torture me every day

But home is where the hell is
Something I may never quit
And sorrow is where myself is
In front of all their ridicule and spit

I open my eyes and there's the light again
I'm hoping and praying that this is just the end
And I realize once more...
...That I'm...

Center stage, with the lights in my face
My hands begin trembling and I don't know what to say
Same old song begins to play
I really should leave but like an idiot I stay

This really isn't a dream
Misfortune how you plague me
Why do you lead me down this road?
Why can't you set me free?

People say I should be used to this by now
I try to cope but sadly I don't know how